Wednesday, March 18, 2009

workin n Love öne..

Am shyf today.. D 3rd dy, so sok off. Yeaa. The moment dat alwys been waiting for.. Quite bz la jua mun Am syf ne.. Well, juz having prblm among staff ja.. Kira.. Pnting kn diri sndiri.. Sasak ku la kwn kaja seorg n cK.. Ia ne create problm ja.. Ani.. I was planning to tke leaving dis coming April, yg bri mls nya mo2 tia g kn ambil. Sial bnr la. Mun sal ia ne just mke aku tsumph2 ja.. Tau dh urg kn ambil cuti.. Iath mun ia kn ambil, aku nda ambil. Sal cuti nya aku yg aprovekn dulu.. Since aku dh ambil nda kn ku aprovekn cutinya g. At d moment g we're lack of staff..

...Been missing some1 so badly. Quite funy jua la. Bru knal, but we're so close. Been keepin touch everyday, lau nda msn, ia cal, tdi tghari ia ada cal, hehe.. Mising aku jua. A2 bru ya. Dua2 da same feeling. At least nada yg btapuk sblah tngan. I noe relatinshp kmi ne bru msi.. P dri pa yg ku rasa ada pbezan dgn pngalaman2 ku dulu.. Kes aku tlmpau rindu p d pihak lain nda. A2 yg nda bisai rite.. Wel ia ne sngup cal jauh2 juz to hear voice.. Sian ku jua la. Ku takut nyushkn la.. Ku nda mo.. Unepected.. Tot i dun wana anothr relatinshp, wel biasa la kn.. Mcm tni ne.. Nda tau pa kn tjdi, beyond us.. Well apa2 pn ku hepi2.. Even lum bjmpa.. Rasa kksongan jiwa terisi.. Thanx syg.. Hpe n wish dat ku dpt bhagiakn u jua.. Cant wait jua kn jumpa ia. Nantikn kpulangan nya..

I hv negative thinking.. As ia pnh ckp tpt ku.. Adakh iani bbaloi untk d tungui? Hmmm.. Tblik 2. Aku yg spatutnya saying dat 2 ia.. Ku takut, ku segan bnrnya kn jumpa ia. Even niat hati ne rasa kn nakul ia.. Aku takut, fikiran nya btukar sudh mliat aku.. I noe i sound dnt hve cnfinent in my self. P that wat im tinking.. What if atu? ? ? N wat if ani? ? ? Ia ne too baik bgi ku

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