Meeting Parent Atul

Shift mlm ku ri ne...

Tdi... Hmmm..
Pgi Tdi wal ku bangun.. send Atul k Rmba then tarus dgn kn Mami n Tgh laki jumpa family Atul d Lmbk sal ia ne lama dh nda balik.. iath nda nyaman rasa ati family mami.. Banarnya lama udh mami kn jmpa family Atul ganya parents nya sibuk2 kaja saja.. last2 tdi baru dpt.. arrived d Lmbk lam kul 10am plus..

Nw ku dh jmpa parents nya... Mami pun dh explained jua.. gpun Atul ne nda jua gauk urg nya.. baik prangai..pndai bwa diri jua.. tym tinggal rah Mami nda bnyk komplain.. pa yg anak2 mami mkn iath jua yg d mkn nya tu.. sian ku plg kan ia ne.. Rupannya Bpa Atl kwn Tgh laki jua.. kwn nya d kg dulu... p nya Tgh last ia jmpa bpa Atul tym ia bujang dh.. nw ia kwin dh.. anak pun 10 dh... syukur. rezeki.. Atul ne anak yg k 2... dari 10.. rmai Bini2 adi bradinya.. 2 ganya laki.. Bapa nya ne.. alim jua urg nya.. ia mementing kan ugama jua rah anak2 nya.. mama nya pn okay.. da ia ckp dgn Mami tdi.. suruh try kaja pat nya kaja..

Balik dri sana 11am labih.. b4 smbyang jumat tdi... smpai d Rmba ku tarus balik umah... kalat mata jua banarnya.. smpai2 d umah bwa mkn then trus smbung tdo lam kul 2pm labih x tdi lupa ku..

PTG..
Da Abg k umah tdi.. trus ku bwa ia bjln .. bwa mkn Laksa Mawi World.. hehhe tsliur ku... bis dari sana singgah d SKH.. ku bali sikit brg2 dapur.. tdi tu pun ahr udah bnarnya. sal kan kaja g..

YESTERDAY...
Mkn2 doa ksyukuran d mlm... kira doa utk ksejahteraan keluarga nini.. gpun nini laki baru baik dari sakit jua.. then menaruskan Ucu smbut ari jdi k 27thn.. surprise la jua.. sal nya ada kek kna balikan then Ucu msuk k bilik tamu tarus nyanyi... Alhamdulilah doaku mudahan Ucu sntiasa sehat2 walafiat.. n D Murahkan Rezeki.. Aminnnn...

Lpas mkn2 rah nini tu kira lapas isya.. tarus ku bwa Awg Ayg Atul n Beb k Rmba... Bapa open house d sana.. Smpai sja d sana.. fuhhh rmai yg dtg.. mostly family2 sbalah2 kuarga Babu Noni....
Knal pun ku nda kan dorg ah... p nw kira ada related udah...

Ptg kmarin tu Swimming sma Abg.. hahha.. baru2an th tu ku swimming... buing ku jua bnarnya sal ku nda pndai swim.. p okay la excecise sikit2.. ani pun tangan ku rasa lanuh2 sal panat bkas swim dri kmarin tu x...

Tym d sana tu buing jua la.. sian jua ku mliat diri ku sma adi2 ku.. sal kami duduk2 ganya liat tv.. sdangkan urg rmai lintas2 apa... mkn sana pun ku nda sal malu.. biasa la ku ne pmalu tahap kritikal.. heheh.. anak2 mami , ada jua.. p kajap ganya dorg...

Balik dri sana kira lam kul 11pm labih la... bnyak fud jua kna tapaukn...

1035pm..
Jumaat..
31 Okt 2008..

Doa Ksyukuran & Open House

Pick up Atol n C beb tdi d Rmba... b4 ksana ku bali roti telur.. heheh tsliur utk bfast..

Today sini lam kul 8mlm.. ada mkn2.. kira doa ksyukuran sal nini baru baik dri sakit trus smbut Ucu ari jdi k 27 thn... Tpi mlm krg Bapa ada open house jua d Rmba.. mput smua2 urg lam umah ani jua..

Not sure ku kan stay d umah kh nda kh nda ne krg.. mls rsa nya kn kumpul2 dah.. lain dh rasa...
pth g mun tjmpa urg umah ani yg ku banci...

1219pm,
Khamis..
30 Oct 2008

Servising Keta..

Today..

Hmmm... few things make me happy tdi.. mbuat ku bsyukur.. nyaman rasa lam ati..

Pgi lam kul 11am labih.. Abg ndangkan k workshop keta sal keta u brek keta ku nda brapa ok.. lau mbrek tpaksa d takan pul baru branti.. then tym mbrek tu ada bunyi.. happen since kmarin pas ku send Abg balik k Opis.. tym tu kmi bru balik dri lunch.. kmarin tu odw balik kan k opis tpaksa ati.. plahan2 sikit sal brek nda mkn.. bhaya plg tu.. balik kaja mlm tu pun tpaksa ati.. speed driving ku cam biasa plg.. Bbalik sal workshop tdi.. send k Workshop somewhere d Menglait... Abg yg bwa ksana.. While nunggu keta ready checking n servising kmi Lunch d Gdg fud court.. nda smpai sjam dh kana call.,, keta dah ready.. Total amount tu $80.. panya alat brek d tayar blakang sbalah kiri tu bucur.. ia ganti 1 sja.. tarus servising n tukar 1 bulb spot light..

Pas lunch tu.. smpai opis kira2 lam kul 12 pm labih.. Abg ku yg tua ada call.. at first tu takut22 ku jua.. kir ia tau... ijap ku udah tdi.. panya kan gto yg bapa ada jmput open house nnti 30hb oktober ari Khamis.. kira2 lam kul 8pm labih... tarus ku msg Bu ujie suruh gto uang umah d SKG.. njmput dorg..

Mama ada msg jua tdi gto yg adi ku kan balik... ku call la mama tdi... pas ckp2 apa so okay la.. adikku mama ku aga nnti.. banar nya lau ikut kan ati memang ku mo ia pat umah tgh plg buat smentara waktu.. tpi ksian ku jua.. rindu ia x kan d sini.. heppy jua ku banarnya.. skurang2nya.. lau ia d sini dpt jua ku mliat2i ia d sini.. so mama aga la tdi.. Atul pun ikut jua...

Sian ku jua ngan tghku salnya ia msg sedih janya ia.. biasa ada bau minyak panas .. kdg2 mlawat2 ad ku lam bilik anaknya... iath ku reply la msg Tghku tu ucap banyak2 terima kasih Tgh sekeluarga. sal Tgh bnyak mmbantu family ku lam keadaan yg blaku sblum ani.. Ku rasa thutang budi plg ngan Tghkku.. kira kan 4 ari ganya adiku tdo d sana pas ia kuar dri spital on 24hb...

1018pm,
Selasa..
28 Okt 2008..

Feeling unsecured

Nw ku d umah tgh ku d Rimba.. bkas ku balik bks bjln ma Abg tdi... Bwa ia bjln2.. tdi ku bali bantal.. sal bntal ku yg lam bilik tu bbau udah.. tarus bali cadar protector.. We had our lunch d Netzone restaurant tdi..

Yesterday...

Balik kaja pgi... bfast d Express... while nunggu kan mbayar Monthly payment.. Alhamdulillah settle jua byar keta d Bank, deposit duit, byar Astro, byar broadband then last byar AIA...

Bis dari sana tarus ku k Rimba.. pick up bb, atol n c beb.. bb da msg aku tym ku d opis masi.. kira b4 kan balik kaja tu.. Bwa dorg bfast d mamih Gdg.. while d sana Bpa Angkat Bazillah panya ada d Rimba.. Ia kan minta tandatangan bb... so bbalik g kami k Rimba.. pas bis nyain tarus ku bwa bb balik d Umah..

Ptgnya.. rasa2 ku lam kul 4pm plus.. bwa dorg Awg, Atol n Beb.. kdai.. kan bali brg dapur tarus balikan brg2 kperluan bb nanti.. b4 bali brg2 dapur.. ku bwa dorg mkn d WyWy. mkn sana taus ceta ma C Atol n CBeb.. Sad ku jua sal Cbeb ada ceta something sal uang d umah nyalahkan bb.. sian plg ku tu.. ganya sani sabar th sja..

Mlmnya...
Antar dorg bb blik k Rimba.. b4 smpai tu bali sikit brg2 makanan utk dorg.. mama ada jua sini d malm.. ia tdo sini jua..pgi tdi baru ia balik..

Balik dri Rimba taus ku tdo pat umah Abg.. pgi ne baru balik la..

0524pm,
26 Oct 2008..
Ahad

Renew Driving Lesen....

Im sitting at Express nw, waiting my oder to be served... Baru ku balik kaja tdi.. tdi tu bukan main kalat mata p nw nda g brapa..

Krg kan settlekan payment.. biasa monthly payment punya.. then pas slasai tarus singahi BB n Atol d Rimba.. bb kan balik k umah kajap, kan jmpa BBy Alya n Hail katanya.. D fahami plg tu... lau ikutkan ati nda plg ko mo ia jln2 tu... sal bnda2 yg baru blaku baru2an masi.. sian ku kan adiku tu.. ku nda mo ia kna jahat2i o kana ucap2i pas ne... Kan ku kawal th ni ia... demi utk kbaikkannya..

Yesterday...
Renew my driving lesen d Pos office SKG... expired dat nya spatutnya 8 oct dah p kmarin 24 oct baru ku renew.. ok jua la.. alang2 ku bali utk 3 thn ($30.oo)...

25 oct 2008..
0842Am..
Sabtu...

AMAL SHAHIRAH

;'( ya allah ya tuhan ku lindungi la anak ani.. amin amin amin ya raabal alamin.. Gmbar bsama pelukan nini..
Hari ani, hari penyerahan BBy (AMAL SYAHIRAH@AMAL SHAHIRAH) ke parent angkat nya.. sedih jua rasanya tdi tu.. tp dlam hari sedih banar.. Nda sanggup ku asanya kn menyerahkan cAmal tu pat urg lain :'( tpi apa kan daya.. utk kbaikkn keadaan dan utk kbaikan masa depan cAmal.. Ku bharap sja is kana jaga sbaik-baiknya.. smua kjadian yg blaku nya pasti nya ada hikmat..

Tdi Pgi tu plan kan dtg awal k Spital liat kul 9 pgi lbih bru bngun.. YG ksian nya mama btapuk2 k Spital tdi pgi rasa kan mlawat bb n BBy tu.. Sian ku jua.. sal aku ndang mlarang mama dtg mlawat .. Tau ku mama tu, Nda pnyampai ati urgnya.. ia g suka kan knak2.... mama tau hal ani stat kmarin.. sal Tgh mentua ku yg gto.. iath kmarin mama cal aku tu ijap2 ay first kan njawab.. takut ia mrah jua.. nangis la mama.. tpaksa redha dgn kjadian ani,,. Syukur Alhamdulillah redha n dpt trima knyataan... Ksian ku bnar la dgn Mama tu..

2 x Mama dtg k Spital tdi.. skali tym pagi, dtg dgn adi ku C Awg then x k 2 dtg dgn cDyg... x k 2 Mama dtg tu tym tgh ari klurusan tjmpa Parent Angkat Bby tu.. trus mama ckp2 la..

Ptg tdi BB dpt kuar.. tarus parent Akt tu Ambil BBy atu.. Adui sdih la tym atu.. mnahan prasaan ganya aku tu..

Makasi Bnyak2 rah Atul n Beb sal dri awal BB d sana njaga.... slama 4 ari Bb Btahan d sana... Ksian ku dorg ne sal mkn minum sama tdo pun nda tantu...

1035pm,
22 Oktober 2008..
Rabu,

@hospital

Nw stil waiting at corridor of hospital.. Visiting hr is frm 12pm to 1pm.. Awal ku kmri tdi ku rasa dlm 8am lbeh tdi ku smpai.. Mlm ku nda blek umh, blek kaja trus k spital lawat adiku.. Nda lama ku d mlm.. Pas ja dri spital trus k umh Abg. Tdo sana ku. Mls kn blek umh. Mcm nda tnang asanya.. Kmrin kaja.. Nda ku mkn tym lunch.. By ptg lam ku 6pm plus Abg ada bli kn fud. Roti2an.. Sian plg ku kn ia 2. Lau ikutkn ati, nda mo mkn la. Nada slera.. Tym d umh Abg 2 pn leh ia paksa2 ku mkn.. Ane klurusan offdy ia th kmri. Gpn ari ani jua Bpa Angkat anak adiku kn dtg ambil nnti.. Nda ku tau jua kn ckp cmana.. Sedih masi asa atiku ne, bila tknang kn adiku, tknangkn pic anknya 2 pyh kn ku tahan prasaan.. Odw k umh Abg pn mngalirkn aing mata sja.. Kusut jua ku masi nda tau apa kn d buat.. Adakh yg ku buat ne lurus.. Should aku or adakh spatutnya nda.. 21 oct 08.

Melahirkan..

Alhamdulillah adi ku slamat dh lahir kn BBy Gurl.. baru bbrapa minit yg lapas ku call Tgh ku. ia msa ne ada d Spital Ripas.. Nya Tgh ada jua udah urg yg kan ambil anak atu.. msa ani Tgh nunggu sja urg atu dtg ambil..

Tgh tdi dari umah nini.. dngar sal brita ani tarus rushing k spital sama Tgh laki...

Alhamdulillah.. nyaman ati ku dngar smaunya ok2 sja... Insyallah lapas ani aku kan lebih tegas pat adi ku ne.. ku hrap pa yg blaku pat nya ne jdi pngajaran basar rah nya.. n mjadi kinsafan dlm dirinya..

Hari ani akan jdi hari bsejarah dlm dairi idup ku.. Tarikh ani akn jdi tarikh yg pasti ku knang2.. insyallah..

0438pm,
19 Oct 2008,
Ahad..

Adi ku ilang..

Tdi pgi ku ada cal Tgh ku d Rimba, sal tghmlm ia ada msg saying kan bncang sal adiku.. Tgh gto yg adi ku d mlm ilang.. huh.. tkajut ku asanya dgar ani..Kan sjam labih anak2 nya mcai adiku.. last2 kdapatan ia btapuk bwah tngga x.. nauzubillah.. ingau banar ku.. dgn keadaan bdan nya caatu.. D mlm jua kwn nya (Atol) tpaksa tapok hp adiku tu takut ia minta aga pat kwn nya g kan bjln2.. Tgh gto yg adiku tu lately mcm lain mcm sja.. mcm ada something dlm bdan nya, smpai d mlm ia klaie sama kwn nya(Atol) nya Tgh ia tulakkan Atol.. sian plg ku plg kn kwn nya tu sal ia ne baik orgnnya, concern sal bb jua... Tgh gto yg ia kn bwa adiku ne berubat rah uang pndai sal anaknya ne jua d bwanya bubat d sana.. iath Tgh kn minta usin uth sdakah sja nnti..

Andang plan ku plg kan bgi Tgh usin taus utk blanja mkn minum spnjang adik stay d sana.. insyallah blik kaja nnti ku kan singahi usin pat umah Tgh..

Sian plg ku kluarga Tgh masa ani.. dorg th plg yg susah2 njaga adiku d sana sdang kan parents sendiri nda tau.. mudahan kluarga Tgh ku ne, sntiasa d lindungi illahi, Amin...

0130pm,
19 Oct 2008,
Ahad..

Hutang...???

Time 1141pm..
Ku baru bis mandi.. alhamdulillah sajuk rasa badan.. baru balik dri umah tgh Julia.. antar BB sama kwnnya(Atul)... ku antar bb ksana sal ku nda mo ia tdo pat umah uang lain..

Ptg...
Bngun tdo lam kul 1pm labih.. bangun tdo taus mandi n taus k opis.. kan dangan kan kwn ku anrtar Radio pat Fascom... Balik dari sana ku rasa lam kul 3 pm labih taus ku singgah pat umah Abg.. taus antar kiriman mama.. Buah Rambutan.. Ku bawa Abg jln2 la tdi.. bwa mkn d YYS... mkn rah food zone nya...balik dari sna tarus ku k Lambak.. Pat umah kwn bb sal tym ku d YYS kwn bb tu cal, gto yg bb ada b'utang sama uang.. huh.. bari malas asanya kan dangar.. aku sndiri g mengelak dari b'utang.. nasib ganya ia n adi ku mun inda ku biarkan banaa..

Pas kwn BB, sand alamat umah nya d Lambak, tarus ku ksana.. sasat sikit ja tdi.. smpai d sana bwa diorang then tarus k Mall... Bagi duit $77, pat kwn BB, ia bgi kan duit tu pat kwn nya..tpt bb b'utang.. ku pass jua $20 pat kwn nya tu sal BB ada b'utang pat kwn nya yg lain jua... smau nya $97.. huh.. imigine usin sbanyak caatu.. basar bagi ku kan bayar pat uang skali gus... lum g ku ada masa kn bcakap sama BB, banaa ku harap ia banar2 tfikir sal banda2 cani.. Kan menyusahkn uang lain.. last2 aku jua yg tkana...

Pas send BB d Rimba, ku, Beb, Awg Lena sama Atul ku bwa bjln... bali mkanan.. singgah d Batu Bsurat bali sate d sana, then bli some food d Pasar Mlm, n NaC katok d Rimba...

Balik ku dari sana tdi lam kul 11 mlm labih... tired asanya.. sok cBeb kan dangan kan BB bcek k spital...

Shocking news

While c8 at msn dgn czin ku tdi (Alin).. soalan yg banar2 mengejutkan aku.. psoalan yg nda patut d tanya.. Sblum ia btanya tu ia nda suruh aku marah... well at first ku pikir soalan2 biasa2 ganya.. sudah d tanya soalan atu.. hati ku ne kabak2 asanya, bcampur panas ati...

Ne baru ku balik dari umah, kuar ku skajap tdi bcakap sendiri dgn adiku.. mo tau apa sbanarnya yg tjadi... sdih banar ku.. confuse.

Ya Allah ya tuhanku..
Tabahkan ati ku menerima hakikat ani,
Tenangkan jiwa ku utk mmbuat kputusan yg spatutnya,
Berikan la ku ptunjuk agar smaunya nda mjadi buruk..
:( Ya Allah.......

0153am,
15 Oct 2008
Rabu...

Worse service

Sirloin Beef with mushroom sauce..

Im quitw dissapointed with my food order tdi d Wywy... i ordered Sirloin Beef with Mushroom sauce and Abg Order Butter Milk Prawn.. we were told by the waiter the food will takes 20 minutes to cook, but to my surprised it came to us more than 20 minutes, probably half an hour.. My food even though quite yummy and presentable, another dissapointment.. The sude of the beef is black.. it was over cooked.. Gila banar h udah th oder lambat sampai.. food nya g i should say cooked in 'cuai'... well the reason i came to the restaurant sal environment d dlm nya quite cozy.. but NOT the service given to te customer.. well dari mula2 plg sudah ne servis cmani .. really worse... the service should be improved... there also a big 'Halal' signs can be seen at the entrance of the rest..

1036pm,

13 Oct 2008,

Monday..

Watching Movie

Eagle Eye...

Went watching movie tdi dgn Abg.. Siuk cetanya.. pa rasa2 cetanya ada psamaan mcm ceta Thailand yg ku liat... lupa ku pa title movie Thai tu... over all love the movie... personal grade ku bagi 8 per 10..

On da way balik ku bali cengkerik sama Giuk.. (2 kontiner)

0923pm,

12 Oct 2008,

Ahad..

Yesterday event... 11 OCT 2008

Agnes performed last night at private function organised by local Bank.. i would say she is really telanted, energetic, entertaining... if ada concert nya d Brunei, u guys wont be dissapointed.. i tell you..

On my way back to send Walkie Talkie to office around 12 am plus there was an accident happened just infront of jbtn ptaninan sengkurong.. Terrible accident.. 2 cars colloided and both victim died at the scene.. there were alot of ppl gathering around the scene causing a long que..
Mnegeluarkan mayat ...
Mengeluarkan mayat.. nauzubillah..
so sad seeing those cars.. im sure there were totally cannot survived.. BTW, above pictures i took from some bloggers... i get the info from it...

I reached home at around 1 plus am...really tired.. just imgine we were standing from 7pm till 11 pm.. yea thats right without seat... sangal jua batis...

0235pm, 12 oct 2008.. ahad..

AGNES MONICA IN BRUNEI..

Today.. Indonesian artis came to the Bank.. she just arrived today also...
she came to meet our General manager..tomorrow it gona be quite a buzy day.. huhhh.. 1011pm,
10 sept 2008.

7th Day of Raya (Bz bjln2..)

Hari ne msuk Raya k 7..
Buring..


Today i went to so many places.. buang buring.. gpun syg jua Offday lau nada buat apa2.. mcm stay d umah.. ku msti la.. lau bole la bwa jln2.. at least dtg kaja sok nya nda jua stresskan pikir kan kaja.. rasa fikiran tu masi tpt lain... Tdi went jln2 dgn Awg n Ayg.. sja kan bwa dorg.. lau kan bjln sorg tu buing jua asanya.. Kan bwa Abg.. Hmm mls jua ngacau ia.. gpun baru kmarin udah ia ksini.. sian la mun ia kna kmari jauh.. its okay la...

So my first destination tdi.. ku bwa dorg ne mkn Aiskrim (snow house) not sure apa nama kadainya banar.. tdangar dari kwn ku.. katanya ada kadai aiskrim baru buka.. ku rasa baru beberapa hari ia buka.. Ais krim nya lain dari yg lain.. Mango Crush. . ia pakah..?? Lupa ku..

Kana Bgi Kad.... ku rasa mun bnyak stampnya ada kna bgi free x.. :)

Pas dari sana ku k Jaya Hypermart... bali bauh2an.. kan ku bagi rah bapa n Czin ku d Rimba sal czin ku tu sakit..kira mlawat ia tarus la..

Singgah pat umah bapa p babu ganya ada.. bapa masi kaja.. sian ku jua babu tu ntad sal ia tdo... bapa tym atu nada d umah.. lum balik kaja... then kami balik tarus pat umah Czin ku..

The pas atu ku bwa mkn Adi2 ku D Amanah Harith.. menu yg biasa ku oder.. Laksa Mawi World.. tsliur ku jua.... pas dri sana ku bali sikit brg dapur... tarus balikan sausages utk c Ayg sal katanya kwn nya kan dtg braya..

B4 balik ku singgah d Makro.. ku bali Angkat basi.. ku rasa harganya lam $50 plus atu pun pas bis diskaun dah.. sja kan eksais kuar2 kan paluh.. ku join member jua. free nda pyah byar... free cap..

1028pm, 08 OCT 2008, Rabu..

6th Day of Raya.. Liat Wyg

Time nw.. 1254am.. masuk 08hb OCT.. Masuk raya k 7 jua...
Yesterday ptg i went watching movie "DISASTER MOVIE' comedy movie.. cali la jua ceta nya.. part yg paling ku suka.. tym ramai2 dorg nyanyi.. bisai la.. Mliat movie sama Abg.. biasa iath dangan ku jln2 tu.. B4 mliat movie tu ku bawa Abg mkan n taus main game rah Archade... Main car racing n main shooting Zombie (Favourite ku).. Hmmm not sure la ah.. or it just perasaan ku sja... Ku prasan tiap x ku bawa ia bjln2 somewhere.. Abg ne mcm kburingan.. to be honest buring plg ku jua kdg2 p nda ku nunjukkan la.. simpan lam ati la sja.. p mun ia.. ketara tu.. luan2 d tunjukkannya.. d nampakkan nya ia kburingan tu.. iath kdg2 ia th yg mbuat ku rasa bsalah tu jua.. ialah.. biasa paln kan bjln2 ne.. aku yg plan.. mun ia kan plan tu.. ermm ntah ah.. nada x o myb jrg2 x... Then one thing jua... everytime ku kan bwa ia somewhere ia biasanya mlarang... jgn atu la jgn ani la.. Mbazir la.. Well ok.. why ku spending..??? First reason tu kan bebaskan diri dari stress.. sal ku kaja bshift.. iath tym off tu la hari ku.. hari ku bebas kan paln apa sja yg ku mo buat... Yup ku akui.. ku ne Spending bnda2 yg nda bfaedah jua.. atu banar ku akui.. Tpi.. klurusan Off tu why not sometime bblanja sesuatu utk diri sendiri.. bebelanja utk kpuasaan diri sendiri.. Ku nda pnah komplen o apa th kan minta blanja pat urg... ku suka mlanja urg.. ikhlas ...

Sometime ku rasa Abg ne pun nda brapa paham.. apa yg ku mo.. apath g apa yg ku fikirkan.. persaan ku... so sad...:(

Bis mliat wyg ku bali CREPE.. saja kan mcuba taste nya.. biasa mliat urg mkn sja.. taste nya tu.. hmmm ok2 la jua.. p kan sadly jua.. sal Abg mkn atu buat gg palsu nya tetangal... sori Abg.. lau ukan sal aku.. benda ne nda kan tjadi..

0108am,
08 OCT 2008..
Rabu..

6th Day of Raya

Time nw msuk kul 0150am dh.. kaja mlm ku tdoy.. 3rd day.. last syf mlm.. so sok.. i mean krg OFF.. Plan sok kan jogging plg sal lama dh nda kuarkan paluh... plan tu kan jogg d Tasek or Stadium.. liat la cana sok.. insyallah...

Masuk hari ku 6 Raya today... Well... as what i expected.. raya taun ne.. nada yg istemewanya.. ku rasa mcm hari2 biasa jua rasanya.. Hari jdi ku bbrapa ari yg lapas pun kira ok la bagi ku.. walaupun tua2 cana pun masi kana celebrate jua.. baru2 ah th tu,... klurusan smau Czin2 n Tghku bkumpul iath tarus surprise utk aku... Raya ne ku pkai 3 kaler Cara Melayu sja.. Pakai tym Raya ptama , kdua n Ktiga.. Raya k 4 n sterusnya tu kai baju biasa ja... Raya k 3 klurusan hari jadi ku...:)

Hari Raya ne.. nda bnyak urg ku bsalaman.. mcm taun lapas, aku yg meaga tgh2 ku.. bsalam2an.. p not this yr.. This year raya ptama tu B4 ku kaja sampat ku bsalaman ma mama la minta ampun n maaf.. then baru th k opis btugas... Bapa n Babu g alum ku bsalaman... 2 kali ku k Rima, p umah Bapa kosong sja... ada jua ku btaya pat Abg ku yg tua... katanya bapa Braya pat umah uang.. Sian ku jua kan Bapa n Babu tu... Since Abg ku kawin n stay pat umah bininya d Katok... makin sunyi rasanya pat bapa... Doaku n harapan ku pat Bapa n Babu sntiasa sehat2 sejahtera n Riang ceria slalu... Aku pun bkan nya tdo d sana.. iath pyah ku kan tau apa pkabaran Bapa n Babu... Insyallah mun ada ksempatan k kan bziarah ma diorang.. Rasa ku nda lengkap raya ne lau nda bsalaman dgn Indung tani sendiri.. Ialah sal dorg yg mlahirkan n mmbesarkan tani tym damit dulu...

0158am,
07 Oct 2008.
Selasa...

4th Day of Raya

Today nothing much going on d umah.. urg braya pun dpt d kira... rasa sunyi la tdi d umah sal tym czin2 ku ada sini.. Waaa siuk rasa nya... mliat dorg sembang2 tu.. meriah rasa ku.. Sal k ingaran tu nda ku kesah.. nama nya sdara bkumpul2...

Balik kaja tdi pgi i had my breakfast mkn Mertabak telur sja... Singgah ku d Restaurant dekat kdai buku sengkurong.. Lau d umah tu.. mls jua ku kan bmasak.. Cali jua aku ah.. tdi pgi b4 kuar opis tdi bukan main kalat mata ku ah.. rasa2 lau ada katil sama tilam tarus mengampai... p sampai dumah nda jua brapa...

Woke up lam kul 4 pm labih tdi... bnyak mama masak fud tdi.. bis mkn .buat aktiviti sendiri... cuci akerium.. sal kaca d dalam tu bgelugut udah.. ikan sucker nda jua membersihkan.. takut kana mkn leh c putri pkah.. Bis tu ku bawa Awg Ayg bjln.. kan bali kan dorg barang2 keperluan skulah isuk... then tarus ku bali giuk .. Bali giuk 2 cointiner d Dapan filling station.. then afta dat singgah d Hua Ho Tnjung Bunut.. Awg Ayg bali water colour ja .. katanya tuk peksa nnti...

1000pm,
05th Oct 2008..
Ahad...

3rd Day Of Raya

Today is the 3rd Day Raya.. I would consider my special day jua.. coz today is my buffday... hahah.. tuha udah eh... i received a lot of messages from my couzins , my love one, n few friends yesterday.. thanks for all those wishes.. Amin amin amin jua atas doa2nya...

Today also my buffday being celebrated.. Tapi nya surprise.. huh.. i was sooooo, malu n nda tantu rasa tdi coz.. im not aware that my younger brother brought me a birthday cake.. well eventhough it was small but i do appreciated... That tym i was at my room then my Tangah (Guan) knocked my door and saying my friends dtg braya... in my mind.. i dont really expect any frends braya k umah... then i went to small living romm which is located near to our kitchen.. then all of the sudden, stepping at the living room, all my relatives were singing birthday song. Oh My i was so emberrassed n terabbly nda tantu rasa... luckly i can control myself.. bukan apa ku ne mudah terasa.. mudah tah kan blaing mata tu.. but luckly i managed to control it.. so all the way at that room i was just smile n laughing.. (paham2 ja la.. tahan malu).. Just imgine all eyes staring at me at that tym.. mun cutting the cake ne pun kajar2 ah.. ukan nya apa.. kes kekinjatan la tu... Upanya adiku laki2 yg pln...ia yg bali the cake.. sian jua ku.. bis potong the cake taus ku masuk k dlm bilik.. then tdo hehehhe...:)

Well, pgi td tu i went braya d Umah Abg.. 2nd house ke braya... smpai lam kul 10labih d umah nya.. katanya aku urg yg ptama braya d umah nya pgi atu.. hehhe... i took alot of Candid pictures inside my Abg's room.. utk kenangan2 plg tu.... one of it picture d atas ah..

0939pm,
04 OCT 2008..
Sabtu...

2ND RAYA

Some of the pictures that i took at NBT Gadong.. Me n Abg ksana..
Present from Abg.. Thanks bro..
Triangle magic cube that i bought at Batu Bersurat.. mind challenging x ah..:)

That night me n my couzin convoy k umah Tgh d rimba sal anaknya bmasak..

0208am,
04 Oct 2008.
Friday..

Souvenier frm Istana

My Bro went to Istana Nurul Iman this morning.. was given this souvenier.. look really pretty.. Inside of the box have different type of candies n choclolates.. Today is the 1st day Istana open for public to see their ruler and shake hand with royalty family member...

Today is the 2nd day raya.. n today also the birthday og Bro J... ahir ku bgi greeting rah nya tdi pgi... then pas send MMS rah nya tarus ku smbung tdo ... nda puas tdo asanya .. salnya d luar bilik tu ingar dari d mlm dah... well tahan th sja..

0240pm,

03 Oct 2008..

Hari Ptama Raya (1st Syawal/02 Oct 2008)

My new Cara Melayu.. Blue.... :)

Posing d 1st Day Raya d Office.. Yeaaa im working on the 1st day raya..

Before kaja tdi sampat bsalam n bmaafan dgn mama sja.. yg lain nda sampat sal lainnya da yg tdo masi...
I had Pizza (Honey Garlic Chicken) for my lunch...

Nda sampat bawa food dari umah...

Enjoying my self eating the pizza alone...

Isuk Raya.

Nda krasahaan eh, hari k hari msik hari baru, n nw raya bakal tiba lagi.. isok raya bagi negara tani.. Msia n some countries hari ni stat raya dah msuk satu Shawal p bagi Brunei 1 Syawal ne stat bsok..

Ptg tdi i went to Batu Bsurat.. Bali Cucul... nasib ada msi cucul nya bjual.. plan awal kan bali Cucul warna Hijau p d sebabkan cuculnya tym d sana bnyak binasa so last2 ku bali warna Biru... bali 30 meters- $ 60.. nda pa la spend skali skala.. at last aku spend something utk umah nini...

Quite sad jua for me sal raya taun ne... ku langsung nda brapa trasa kmeriahannya.. ntah la.. may sal ku nda dpt cuti raya tu kali.. n tpaksa kaja.. kaja tym 1 day raya g tu.. so bsok have to get up early kaja same shift... Braya d opis la ku ne.. tugal2 sorg.. ehhe What to do kan.. nda pa la.. g pun kami (kwan kaja) ambil cuti raya ganti2.. so n turn kwn ku sorg.. ia balik k Lahad Datu.. ia braya sama family bininya...

Posa ku???
Posa ku Alhamdulillah.. nda plg pul.. shari ku miss.. hahah gara2 nda dpt mlawan napsu.. so tdi last posa.. yeaaaaa...

0943pm,
30 Sept 2008...