Nothing much

Nothing much yg ku buat ari ani..
spent alot sleeping ja..
By ptg around 3.40pm, went to umah cAbg..
Send Buah mangga kiriman mama..
Buring ku banar nya.. iath ku bwa jln2 tu...
Bis dari sna tarus k Qlap petshop.. bali makanan Hamster...
Then tarus balik..

I wish ku dpt jogg,
I wish ku dpt Swimming,
I wish ku dpt naik bukit,
I wish ku dpt buat apa yg ku mo...

P wat i really want masa ani,
UNTUK SEMBUH..
KU MO SEMBUH..
AMIN....

Maria 2nd Album... Yeaaaa..

Yeaaa, at last finally i hv bought Maria's 2nd Album, 'Sesaat Kau Hadir'.. the album comprising 10 songs..bought it for $20, hehhe..

Today, i had appointment at RPS.. Alhamdulillah bek jua nda delayed g.. tarus ku minta cream, which i used sblum ani sal khabisan dh..

Well pgi tu a bit tired la.. sleepy g sal baru balik kaja pgi.. biasa nya balik kja pgi trus balik umah then tdo.. but not today.. since bis appointment tu ku slajurkn settlekan monthly payment ku.. alhamdulillah some of it settle mcm byar keta.. astro apa..

Lunch tym, i had lunch dgn cAbg.. rindu ku kn ia ne banar nya.. lama nda jumpa.. mkn sumwher at SRP... Nth la mls kn kcw ia ne bnarnya. since ia dh ada sum1 special.. p im glad at the same tym he found his love.. sukur th tu... Well aku lain cetanya.. Still searching.. searching n kep seaching..

Oh ya, bis lunch.. tarus ku bali kasut utk Jog.. pic as below.. ilihan cAbg.. nya lawa so bali ja la.. it cost me $80, real price $149... well its quite ok la jua tu.. yg pnting.. ku dpt jog nnti.. miss kan jogging jau bnarnya.. p not in this near time..

Pas balik dri lunch.. trus balik umah.. eh singgah jap rah kdai ikan bali mkanan C Bintik..

Bali grocery.. i was accompanied by my younger bro..

Ptg around 4 plus nda silap ku tdo till 10 plus tdi... n here i m typing for my blog.. heheh..

As for nw..

Adiyoooousssss...

B)

Appointment at RPS / Aqreum

Its 26hb dah..
sok siang it gonna be quite bz day i assume.. Bis balik kaja krg siang.. k RPS.. ku da appointment..Hope x ani nda g kana tangguh2 g.. mcm malar2 dh slalu delay ah.. bis dari sana lau ku ok.. myb tarus ku kn settlekn payment atu n ani.. klurusan off tu jua..

Below is my fishes (25 mei 2009)

we're just a fren..

ku sma 'ia' officially just as kwn ja. Alhamdulilah ia dpt trima kputusan ku. Ku rasa bslah jua bnrnya rah nya. P ku dh pikirkn. Ku nda dpt jua.. Bukan pasal ku ada urg lain.. P i just cant, nda jua ku mau mnipu prasan ku sndiri, mnipu yg ku bnrnya nda brapa sukakn ia.. Ia gto ia dh. Yg ku nda dpt bgi cinta ku n kasihku 100% rah nya.. Im glad ia trima.. Pa yg ku minta supaya we jdi kwn. Myb lau ia masi sudi, kmi jdi kwn rapat. Insyallah.. Ne bru bis ckp ma ia tdi. Msn call.. Ku rasa bsalah rah nya.,

Im really2 sorry. I just cant..
N thanx for understanding.
Hope we cn b gud friend, insyallah..

Always be a sweet memories..
*410704*
(13 mac 09 - 22 may 09)

New family member

Was born yesterday, 21/05/2009, at 9.30pm..

Ni la anak abg ku, anaknya sulung.. Baby Boy.. Cute eh...

nothing much

Bru bis kaja syf pgi tdi.. Alhamdulillah.. nda jua bz sangat.. stress..?? Ok la nda jua tlampau.. partner ku kaja pun ok la jua.. yet he still learning.. dont wanna coment too much rah nya ne.. okey... balik kaja.. i dun have to snd ia g.. ia dah ada his own transport.. nda jua ku luan stress kn mikir kn g sal minyak keta.. au nyamu singap2 dah e kn nunggu kuar gaji ganya g.. so as for nw till kuar gaji je.. aduiii...:)

Talk wit cabg tdi.. rindu kn ia banarnya.. Tahnhiah bro.. jgn lupa kn aku ah.. nnti2 g jln sma2..ganya ani paksa th ku limitkn bjln2.. pyah bah mataku ne.. rambang bah mliat2 barang2 ah..

Life so lonely eh...

EuroVision - Alexander (Norway)

Love the music.. n the way he played the violin... n the audiences enjoyed it...

cBintik & cHon (17/o5/o9)

Place where i stay..

Nda brapa clear... kan d Zoom in g nda mo.. This is the place where i grew up from my childhood till now.. still staying there... ni la umah nini ku.. cua th dpt d zoom g.. bole jua ku liat2 keadaan umah ah.. :) byak memori ku tym d basar kn d umah ani... wah lau d pikir2... huhh.. miss that moments.. suka n duka..

Sis's Interview

Been working for 4 weeks dah dgn partner ku kaja ne.. woking dgn ia ne quite stress bagi ku la.. mls ku bnar nya kn komplaint2 sal ia ne.. p at the same time ksian ku jua kn ia ne.. nth aku ne.. sasak2 ku pun nda jua ku pnyampai ati.. example mcm balik kaja siang tdi.. ia minta antar kn k umah Bapa mentua nya d rimba.. so first tu antar ia k Lambak dulu.. siap2 pas ia mandi.. then smua anak bini anak nya ikut jua.. sian ku plg ia ne.. paham ku jua... ukan niat nya kn nyusahkn tu... ganya keadaan tpksa.. aku ne banci jua ku kn diri ku sanang2 bah kana manisi.. Huhhh bari mls.. nth la hope pa yg ku buat ne ada hikmah nya la.. ia slalu minta antar apa ne ukan apa sal ia nada keta.. so buat masa ani ia tpsa numpang2 dulu...

Okez.. Adi ku attended Interview ri ne.. Alhamdulillah sok ia mula stat kaja.. ada jua ku bagi advice rah nya.. ia ne masi g dlm pemerhatian ku... biasa la masalah famili.. p ok la jua mun ia kaja nnti.. so dpt jua ia blajar cana kn bdikari.. blajar cana susahnya kn cari duit.. then blajar jua handle dgn masalah kaja.. dgn rakan skeja..well hope dgn pngalaman nya nnti dpt jua mmatangkn ia.. ku mhrapkan banar2 yg ia ne dpt jodoh yg bisai...Amin.. atu doa sorg abg utk adi bini.. eh apa kn aku ne lum g apa2 bah.. :) well atu la harapan ku rah adi ku.. well ukan utk ia sorg ja p utk smua.. ku mo dorg ne.. dpt hidup sempurna...

Yesterday appointment d Rps posponed g.. huhhh.. banar2 nyusahkn eh.. udah th ku batah nunggu.. last2 kana gto buat appointment baru g.. alasan nya.. ubat yg ada tu cukup utk urg yg buat appointment butir ja... next appointment ku will be on 21st p dat day ku kaja so have to change other days g..

stressssss

stressssssssss
stressssssssss
au stress banar ku shift dgn ia ne.. blagak bah.. nda jua pyah ckap x ah mun kn smbayang x..

embarassing eh...

Went to jog at Tasek tdi.. siuk jua sal lama dh nda ksana...biasa la smangat sikit aku ne mula2.. siap naik bukit sikit mudah tia kn blari p.. nda smpai 30 langkah apa udah tia tcungap2 hhahha.. mcm ikan kkurangan oksigin,... Hahhahahah,, Cawie.. pas naik bukit tu odw kn liat aing tergun tu.. lapik2 tia lari ku apa nda .. tapak kasut ku tlakap... Adui.. hawaaa ku eh... msa atu.. ada la laki2 ne d blakang ku.. udah ku slow down n liat ksut ku., so pa g liat blakang .. yg d blakang ku ne prasan x dgn kasut ku.. tarus ia.. iksin2 mliat pat lain.. ahhaha..

at first tu nda tau kn buat cana .. keta g jauh paking.. so last2 nda jua ku mo bj;ln bkaki ayam.. ku lakap ja.. huhh.. sian tapak kasut ah.. so nda jog la ne nnti smpai ujung bulan b4 ku bali kasut baru g...

Broke up Sunday 10/09/2009

This pic was taken last Friday... me n c Abg jln2... heheh.. buang2 buring... gpun nw jrg2 dh hangout dgn ia sama2.. heheh.. we do alot of picture taking... This is my new fishes.. Lampam, baru tdi ku bali pas balik kaja.. tarus ku bali anak ikan utk c Blida..

Yesterday its quite bz jua bagi ku...:(

Ntah psal stress atu jua x.. lain hal dgn cDia n lain g hal kaja... mlm kmarin pas balik kaja i called up cDia... Huhh.. not easy desicion.. p i hv to say it... ku minta Putuskan... yup atu kputusan ku... ksian jua ku kn ia.. ia nangis .. ku ne mun urg dh sedih sedih jua ku tu.. ganya kdg2 nda ku suka dgn pranainya.. ia tlampau myayangi aku.. talur kn aku ah... mcm nda pndai mharga plg kn.. p prasaan ku ku rasa nda bebas.. tertekan.. mc n msg malar2.. adui.. sanak jua la.. p aku nda jua dpt salah kan ia banar2 sal paham ku jua ia d perantauan tu sunyi.. p ku mo ia faham jua dgn kedaan ku d sini.. pyah ku jua la.. sal ia nda jua o ku putuskn.. ku nda mo sygi urg pasal kesian.. atu nda th ku jujur dlm hubungan.. ku mo perasaan tu ikhlas dri hati ku.. atu yg ku mo...

As for nw nth la...confused ku...

Jogg ilang kn stress

Quite stress ku tdy..

Masing atu masing ani g...

So sasak2 ku i went to stadium.. jogg n swimmin.. alhamdulillah nyaman jua rasa nya pas d bwa excersice.. sakit pala ku since pagi tu ilang la... hairan ku jua cana bole ku sakit pala ah.. nda cukup tdo nda jua. sal ku tdo... 12 jam bah.. atu ya... mcm ular bkas mbaham mangsa.. hahahha... p not really 12 hrs labih la.. ada jua gngguan tu.. dri hp.. ntah.. bgun2 ku sja tdi.. tarus trasa sakit pala ah...

By ptg b4 jog... kwn ku d opis ada col.. talking bout handover yg kna smpaikan rah ku.. p i was so suprise sal bnda atu nada kana smpai.. nda puas ati ku tarus ku col kwn ku tu.. well dlm tpun tu mrah ku la.. lum g puas ku cakap tarus d off nya hp.. pastinya sasak ia jua kn aku.. nth kwn ku sorg nya hairan banar ku napa ia luan bnci kn aku.. smpai blakang ku ckp bnda2 buruk... i did tagus ia last tym sal ulahnya yg mkin njadi2.. ku rasa sal atu la ia stat nda suka aku...

Ikan oh Ikan ku

Nite shift ri ne.. my 3rd day.. so sok off day.... yeaaaaaa..:)

Our new HOD just started working yesterday, 06 May 2009.. i asked my colleauges bout cmana urgnya.. they told that he is a nice guy.. still learning at the same time..

Today, pas bngun tdo i went to kdai ikan balikn anak ikan utk ikan blida ..

Watching 'X-MEN the Origins: Wolverine'

Watch cinema tdi wif cAbg.. heheh... siuk ceta.. personal grade.. ku bgi 9 out of 10... bnyak special characters appear on this time namely, Gambit n hmmmmm... sori cant recall the name.. p yg specialnya.. Will I Am jua ada...

Thanks Bro accompanying n Blanja ah..:)

GOT ULSER AGAIN...

Sakit eh.. painful yoh.. bcakap2 pun payah.. this is my 3rd days dah.. aduhh.. lupa ku kn bagi ubat.. few days ago.. panas sja badan ku .. i guess iath sbabnya tu.. biasa dh ku ne cani ah.. hope sok ok.. amin..

Alai Miley 'The menaiki'

Kiut x ah alai Miley ku ah..