Yea.. i have decided to step-back atau mengundur diri.. Ku minta maaf rah nya skira nya ada slah silap ku yg masi d kenang nya.. minta halal kn mkn minum ku rah nya.. i noe im not the best person to be with... p im trying my best jua kn buatkn ia gembira.. Huhh.. i noe i shouldnt mentioned g pkara2 lapas.. pyah jua kn d lupa kn ah knanagan2 catu tu.. bagi ku knangan ku bsama ia tu suatu knanganan manis dan pkara yg payah ku kn lupakn.. Tru jua kata urg.. Cinta ptama tu payah kn d lupakan.. well atu la perasaan ku smpai krg ani.. I noe pyah urg kn undersatand kn aku ni.. i guess aku ne nda pndai expresskn feeling ku.. Alhamdlillah.. pas msg tdi tu.. n hope kami nada pmusuhan ssama sendiri.. ku pun nda ada prasaan banci kh rah nya.. cuma persaan ku rah nya sebaliknya.. Still... which i cannot withstand... smakin ku pikir2 kn smakin ku mcm masi bharap supaya dpt bsma2 ia.. which this thing wont happen rah ku lagi...
Honestly.. ku brasa cemburu la rah nya... ia mrasa kn diri gembira dgn situasinya masa ne.. Dpt bsama dgn urg yg banar2 d syginya.. yeaa.. just teremind ku dgn kata2nya... "atu HAK ku, atu HAK mu..." this words really giving impact rah diri ku la.. ia mbagi mkna berbaza dlm diri ku.. not sure sapa2 im mean urg terdekat sama aku dpt faham..
As for nw i have to get use live mcm dulu2... live sebelum ku knal ia.. live in SOLO'ing... Nway ku banar2 bterima kasih la rah nya.. being dgn ia.. ku dpt mrasa "kbahgiaan"... really thankful on those past experiance... Doa n harapakn ku rah nya, smuga ia sntiasa gembira2 slalu dsamping org yg d sayangi...
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Morning tdi..,
Balik kaja breakfast sama2 dgn kwn ku.. ia baru balik dri overC.. segan ku banarnya kn jumpa ia ne.. coz ku tau ku ne nda seberapa.. N im still trying to overcome my lack of confidence... Nway thanks alot Bui.. He gave me.. ole2 dari sana.. 2 shirts.. really2 appreciate that...
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