Monday, June 22, 2009

Just an ORDINARY day

Time 1007pm nw...
Bru bis mkn tdi... Tired jua balik kaja tu..
Nothing much happens ri ne... kaja at office mcm biasa.. da tym bz ada jua relek2 nya tu,
Ku hairan.. Ku kept terfikirkn sum1 ne... i guess that is rindu pakah p ku cuba kawal diri n,
cuba jua mengelak la pikirkn bnda2 atu.. lau makin ku fikir2 pun aku jua yg merana..
Feeling ku, pa yg ku pikirkn ukan nya urg faham... Well apa2 pun ku doakn 'urg' atu.. sntiasa,
gembira slalu la.. Ku pasti jua.. Masa ne ia lebih bhagia, hmmm.. tkanang ku plg tym ku,
sama 'ia' tu.. mcm cmana skalipun keinginan ku ku buat ia gembira.. mbwa ia ktmpat2 bisai kah..
ku rasa ku nda mmpu buat 'ia' gembira dgn apa yg ku harapkn.. nth la.. pa nya urg,
cramin dulu diri tu.. p alhamdulillah.. ku sedar jua diri ku sapa.. huhhh, nth ler...

This few days.. ku hairan dgn diri ku.. tym mlm ja.. tdu ku teramat la kusut, gundah gulana.. malar g tbangun2.. mcm d mlm tu.. atu kn kipas ku set no 2.. lau hari2 biasa atu kira sajukk dh tu bgi ku.. p somehow.. ku tdo bpaluh.. really bepaluh la.. hairan jua.. nth ler perhaps banadn nda berapa selesa x.. insyallh.. mudahan hari2 mendatang ne.. ku dpt tdu dgn nyaman n selesa.. hahah.. i wish.. ermmm.. eya.. i wish lau dpt kn psang Air cond jua.. kdg2 tu nyaman jua tdo ku.. mcm d opis.. baru tlalap mata skajap.. udah th ku kuruh (nya kwn ku la..).. tpi nth la ah.. pyah kn psang.. karan nda tbala d umah nini ku ne..

Sakit ku... Lum g 100% baik.. at the moment.. last appointment ku tu.. n nw alhamdulillah.. karing dh kuris tu.. next appointment will be 29hb june.. lupa ku pa schedule kaja ku.. nnti th cek..

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