Tiring day at Office..

Quite bz tdi d office.. lain g maintenance, then call g, then meeting, buat police report tdi.. pyah jua kaja sorg ne.. sal kaja untuk 2 org tpaksa sorg yg handel.. nasib jua ku pnyabar..:P hahha.. well mbuat kn bz tdi tu mbaut report la, mcm rushing jua tdi tu salnya.. tpaksa ready kan report b4 polis dtg ambil... so last2 slasai tu nyaman jua ati.. the ptg tu buat report g sal bos suruh buat minit meeting.. labih 5 x tdi keep amend report atu.. balik bos tdi aman rasanya..

Sungkai, i had, Butter Egg Prawn tdi (the taste.. hmm okay la..) then Chix brest salad with Teh o.. Spend utk sja $8 plus.. p i dun mind plg spend salnya ku ne berangin kan mkn.. sngaja ku oder extra..

This must be funny for some ppl.. While i was driving back home, Blaing mata ku.. HMMmm.. sal ndangar lagu.. lawa la lagu tu kjiwa ku ndangar.. Ku rasa ndangar atu mbuat ku hepi at the same time bkumpul tia aing mata tu d mata.. Yup, i was thinking sal my self.. My life... thats what i keep thinking.. so far in my life i never feel what real happiness like.. Yup i admit n its true.. Idup ku ne complicated.. Once i love that person i wont betrayed the relationship, kira aku ne jenis setia yg satu la... Hmm , tapi kan the Question?? Did that person appreciate what i have given and treat.. Yup it a Big Question for me, coz even with relationship at the moment i still could not feel the happiness..

Ntah la, nda jua ku dpt slahkan urg lain jua, apa nya urg Cermin diri sendiri dulu.. Means.. aku kena sadar jua ulah ku.. Sapa tau kan.. ppl nda suka my behaviour.. tambahan g aku ne Pndiam n Pmalu urgnya.. PPL mostly said kan urg pndiam ne kana ucap Ambung... Yup i frequently heard that...

Well, about my tears tdi tu.. i dont thing anybody would understand, ofcourse my self.. Lain la urg tu dpt mbaca minda urg lain.. (Hahaah, ada kah tu...) Dont thing so...

Hmmmm, tomorrow will be another working boring day for me sal im still working alone.. Tomorrow will be my 2nd AM Shyf.. Oh Damm im so so sooooo lonely...

0950pm,
12 Sept 2008,
Friday..