Saturday, May 15, 2010

Bebelan kuh..

Salam and Hi..
Hi Hi Hi.. i'm back.. been avoiding something.. that something. aku pun nda tau apa.. hairan kn.. well.. ku ne pyah sikit uang nya.. i wud say.. im making my self a bit complicated...


What i've been doing all this time.. ??
What the Intresting thing happens in my life..??

Actually nahe muhabatten.. nothing much.. there is no single yg interesting nya.. N hws my life so far...??? ermmmm.. lemme thing.. lemme thing more harder.. walana ne bah.. nada.. yyg ku tau.. im just 'Single Lonely Guy'.. who wish can change life to be more better person.. p dunno hw.. dunno hw to start.. i guess aku ne mo d kaunselling ne... lau ada mo ku plg... Kn change my life .. to be more friendly.. to be more positive in any situation..

Disebabkan kesunyian ku yg teramat sngat... ada masa ku banar2 desperate rasanya kn mo dgn somebody.. Tpi aku takut.. ku takut ku pilih jalan yg salah.. nowadays g aa2 bole tjdi.. pa nya urg.. 'Nothing is impossible'..

Few Days ago.. n couple days ago.. ku memberani kn diri.. jumpa2 knalan dri one of the 'Chat Room'.. jumpa2 a kwn ja.. doing nothing.. ku perasan dgn diri ku ne.. yg im not gud in meeting new pple.. to open up conversation.. to make it more exciting.. nda ku pndai.. Ku admit im such a Burengggg person.. hy.. im admitting ok.. Pas jumpa that 'kenalan' tu.. afta the next day.. taus lost contact.. not sure whether i did something wrong.. or is that the style of pple.. pas jumpa.. lau dh nda ngam taus 'mijik'.. wondering jua ku.. p ada knalan sorg tu...i did drop some txts rah ia punya 'inbox' asking... y ia menghilang.. ku kn mo tau ja.. nda ku marah plg lau ia ckp yg aku ne bida kh.. aku ne buring kh.. im not ia punya type kh.. sal nya intention ku kn jumpa2 tu just kn bkenalan.. kn be a bit expose ( in positive way).. to step up from my comfort zone.. ok la rasa ku atu ja for the moment.. i try my best to update.. .

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