Thursday, September 24, 2009

4th Day Raya..

Salam Syawal..

Hari k 4 Syawal.. spatutnya aku off rini.. p kana sururh dtg kaja.. Huhhh... Ada meeting sama Backup C.T Movement... Tym masa ne 0710am.. jap g kn ready2 kn kaja... Wal ku bngun tdi.. ne baru jua bis mkn.. sukur.

Yesterday. 23/09/2009, Rabu.
Went Beraya k umah Hj J, Zan Zan n Kwn Hj J.. so far iath ganya umah2 yg ku beraya tu.. Kan menyampati.. gpun.. dh tym ku sibuk2 kaja kaang ijap ku nada masa kn beraya.. Nway Many Thanks to Hj J n Zan Zan sal mehidangkan Dinner.. alum ku mkn plg tu banarnya tym atu.. :) baraya dgn cAbg.. Upanya cAbg ne kaja... kir th cuti.. so rasa nya cuti nya tu nda th kana approve.. ia gto.. ia mereplace kwn kaja nya..

This few days.. perhaps a week dah x.. been thinking of sum1.. no special relationship so far.. just being as a fren.. p feeling ku toward ia.. huhhh.. nth la.. bgi ku.. mcm kan mau.. p so far as i can see.. aku ne just being.. 'Betepuk sebalah tangan ja'.. bnyak benda jua yg ku fikirkn.. ku rasa much better ku nada apa2 special hubungan dgn ia la.. better not.. nda ku mau feeling ku mcm dulu g.. bagi ku banyak benda2 yg bodoh ku buat.. semata2 pasal syg kn... 'Ex' ku tu..p nw alhamdulillah.. perasaan tu totally nada dh.. just as kwn ja.. nothing more.. gpn ia sani bahagia dh dgn couplenya.. which ku hepi jua mliat dorg.. Bgi diri ku i dun mind being single.. well offcoz.. perasaan kan mau wif sum1 to menabal d diri ku.. p lum ada yg menambat ati ku banar2... Hahhah.. aku ne pemilih urg nya.. dun get it wrong.. ku nda la milih sngat dri rupa.. bgi ku hati budinya.. paling penting bagi ku.. ikhlas sama aku.. memahami ku sikap ku yg serba serbi complicated ne...

Tpi if that 'sum1' ok mau dgn aku.. why not kn give diri ku a chance sama ia.. i mean merasa kembali.. cmana rasa saling syg menyayangi tu.. paling ku miss banar2.. miss kn hugging.. kissing tu bole la.. opss.. kdapatan tia..

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